You may recall earlier in the year me posting some 'ideals' that I plan to live by this year, in particular one about giving my dreams and ideas a real chance.
Since picking up my mother in-laws DSLR camera early last year, I have been transfixed with the art of photography, wanting to learn everything there is to learn, then practising what I think I have learnt, all in hope to someday make it more of a career than a hobby.
I have been extremely lucky to have had work offered to me already, but I must confess that it scares the hell out of me. Taking a photo of someone with the expectation to produce a masterpiece is a lot of pressure...especially when it comes to capturing weddings, christening, engagements and the growing journey of a pregnant baby belly. Just because you have a good camera doesn't make you a good photographer! There are many elements to consider, but more often that not, the untrained eye is ignorant to them.
I am extremely critical of my work and have never felt comfortable taking money in return for taking photos - especially considering I am still learning and refining my own ability. Photography is something I find so fulfilling and rewarding, how could I possibly accept payment for doing it? Would that then turn it into actual 'work' and change my outlook on it....I know that I'd rather be paid to do something I love than be paid to do something I don't.
Perhaps I have never been comfortable with the thought that I just may have the talent to succeed in an industry which is so subjective....art has never been my 'thing, until now.
The feedback I have received regarding some of my work has been overwhelming, and I am so grateful for it as it keeps me motivated, keeps me wanting to challenge myself and keeps me critical of what I produce.
It's time to set the wheels in motion.....time to give my dreams and ideas a real chance.
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